(Lets just call him) “Boo Bear“. It is insane to think that the one thing I miss most is having someone who was completely my opposite to talk to. We agreed on very little outside of artistic grounds. There was never an argument, always a debate. I realize now how much he used to intimidate me. I was always so worried about trying to impress him that it stopped the possibility of anything more than friendship. I am glad that I ditched him for Anthony that night. He understands why and supports me even now. Anthony won’t ever be agreeable if I want to go see him and I get that. I just Miss him.
Needed to get that out.